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  • seriously?

    Did I really say the pity party was over? I did. Did I mean that? I did. Is it true. Pretty much. So why do I still feel like shit? In fact, I might feel worse. I am irritable, restless, insecure, irritable, paranoid, i…

  • Day 2

    I sat down yesterday and tried to write down some positives to my son leaving home. It's true that this is a great opportunity to grow up and learn to take responsibility, if he will. It's true that he can now be free to…

  • it's the most guilty time of the year

    Because we didn't go to Mom's house for Thanksgiving. I just needed that time this year with my family, and it hurt my mom's feelings. Her brothers and my brother didn't go either, but they didn't let her know until a co…

  • I'm a believer

    I believe in something, I'm just not sure what it is. Maybe someone more spiritually evolved than I can clue me in. I ran screaming wandered from the church several years ago. I wrote a little about it here. It's not …

  • Inappropriate Humor

    Cracking jokes following the death of one of your most favorite people on the planet is probably not how most of you cope, but I'm a special breed. I know it's wrong, but I honestly have no control. That is saying a lot,…

  • Just the way he wanted it

    My grandfather passed away peacefully in his sleep Tuesday night. I am not quite over the shock. Even though he was diagnosed with congestive heart failure and leukemia, he was in very good health for a man of eight…

  • Knocking on wood

    I think the worst of the depression is over. I stopped taking my antidepressants a couple of weeks before Christmas (when the power was out I kept forgetting them, then decided that if living like a pioneer/gypsy woman w…

  • schizo post

    My last day at work was pretty eventful, but not until 4:00 p.m. There was a family crisis that I had to deal with on the phone and that put me behind in my work; a client left AMA; and a transitional living client who'd…

  • It's pretty much a done deal

    I really don't want to talk about it. I finally stopped crying, and I'm afraid that talking about it will start the tears up again. I cried so hard yesterday in the car that I was worried I would wreck. I almost didn't c…

  • geriatrics

    My grandma went to the emergency room Tuesday. She passed out/had a stroke/had a seizure. No one is really sure what happened. My grandpa, in his infinite wisdom and panic, just yanked her up off the floor and got her to…

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